Saturday, January 14, 2023

Dream

This was shortly before my alien encounter. I believe the aliens sent me this dream. Oh boy, they really get me. It’s as vivid as reality on earth. Astral projection or a out of a body experience. 

Nov 4

I had this really crazy dream a few years back. It was extraordinarily vivid. Or was it crazy?

I love mowing my lawn. I lived in a public inner city low project all through my childhood. We never had to mow our lawn. It was done for us. I never had the lawn mowing experience in my childhood. I have been working on building up my lawn for years at my house. I spend prodigious amounts of time on it. I use way too much fertilizer. I do my part in creating co2. I have contempt for anyone having a riding lawnmower. I love walking behind my lawnmower looking at the nearby little mountain. All the insects, birds, chipmunks, squirrels, all the trees…the noise in the area when the lawnmower is not going. Hmm, the smells. The alway beautiful skies. If I want to be at peace with myself, the world and the universe…I’d be walking behind my lawnmower. I love snow blowing too. 

In my dream I am approaching a pointy nebula. The point must be hundreds of millions of light years wide. I am star struck by the beauty of the universe. The nebula is the birthplace of stars. I then find me on a tiny plot of land on top of the tip of the nebula. I am on a very nice lawn walking behind my lawnmower. It is like it is real and I am talking to myself trying to make sense of how I got got here. I utterly amazed I seem to be out in open space breathing and alive. I worry about falling off the tiny plot of land. I feel my total isolation from humanity. I wonder where my family is. But I keep mowing on this lawn. I finally calm down. And I am mowing this lawn and in wonderment of this universe around me. Oh, it was so spectacular. Then all the earthly things hit me. Where am I going to live up here? How am I going to eat?  How long am I going to live up here? I am hearing myself talking in my head discussing earthly realms and I can see the whole universe spinning right in front my eyes as I mow my little plot of beautiful green grass. There seems to be a separate me looking at myself mowing at a distance. I can see me talking to myself about earthly needs and I am totally engulfed within the whole infinite universe